There is pain
In these dreams
And rejoicing.
And I don’t
Know
How they got there – in my head and
Heart?
How the plain terror of them
That once was firmly in residence – but is no more –
Has disappeared?
Where has it gone?
And why?
I don’t deserve it.
And I did nothing – as far
As I know –
To make it happen
And this makes it even more precious
And
True.